Chapter 53

And that little girl, Claire. She's an Angel. She's more ecstatic than September. Her childish smile has the ability to make me forget about everything. But still I have to pretend that she's nothing to me because I don't have enough guts to accept the fact that she can put a pause on my past.

How f-cking beautiful it could have been if I have a chance to feel the connection with September and Claire. Like a family.

That family where September consider me as her husband and Claire, her father. Unfortunately, this will never happen.

" P-Please..t-take me h..home." She screamed. " TAKE ME AWAY FROM HERE."

I pushed down the saliva down my throat and hesitantly held an eye contact with her. There was nothing but vulnerability reflecting from her eyes. But I have to do this. I have to force her to stay for a little while in front of the graves of her family whom I had killed.

It is important for her to face the cruel reality that the people who die are not m