Chapter 65. How I Died

Even if I wipe my eyes with flowing tears a million times, what I'm seeing would never change. She was there, and I saw it with both eyes. I want to believe what my heart is saying— that she will not do it and she's not there. But reality has already slapped me.

Kagome and that man whom I always felt jealous of, were there, making love— or lust? I don't know.

I shook my head, making myself believe that it wasn't her. She didn't come here, I didn't even see her coming inside.

But how could I if I'm struggling to climb to catch her?!

Then I realized that I was just fooling myself.

There, her tails come out. Her tails that she's forbidding me to see. I saw it popping out from her while in the middle of having sex with someone stranger to me.

Was she excited?

I found myself running in the middle of the sea.

She cheated on me.

I cried and cried and cried.

I know no one will come and see me. And whether it happens, I don't care.<