Chapter 58

Esmeralda Pov

I got home and shut my doors against anybody that would wish to come inside, my heart was aching so bad and I hated the feeling. It was always like this with me, there was always an ache in my heart. 

I walked to the balcony and the moon was up in the sky in her glory, I could hardly think of anything other than the pain in my heart. The moon was beautiful and its lights was caressing me, I longed for the peace I knew dwelled in it. 

Tears dripped down my eyes and the ache in me solidified like a stone and remained there unmoving. It was too much for me to bear and I fell to my knees, crying my heart out.

I woke up the next day and though I didn't want to remember but I couldn't not remember, I had had this date saved in my head for a long time because I tjought it was going to be the most beautiful night for me.