Chapter 12

Ryan’s POV

I didn’t even recognize my own voice anymore. It was low, rough, broken. And the second those words left my mouth, I was done pretending. Done holding myself back.

I didn’t give her a chance to speak. I crushed my mouth to hers again, kissing her with everything I had in me, my body already moving on instinct. Her lips opened for me like she was waiting for this. Like she’d been craving it just as bad as I was.

“Fuck, Anna…” I gritted out, my voice raw, my cock pressed so hard against her body that it actually hurt. I was grinding into her without even thinking, breathing heavily against her neck, my fingers still inside her, moving faster now, fucking her deep while my mind went completely blank except for how warm and wet she felt.

“Fuck, I really want you,” I hissed. “Fuck. Fuck.”

I was losing it. Completely. There was no holding back left in me. Everything I’d bottled up, every dirty thought I had about her, every second of restrai