Chapter 45

Damn!

Stupid and idiotic are definitely words I deserve to label myself with! Oh my God! What's wrong with me? Suddenly so emotional, suddenly acting like a cheap woman in front of Cedric, and suddenly so clingy! I feel like it wasn't me who did all that last night! Seriously!

I didn't respond to Cedric's words about marriage. That's too far ahead. There are many things I need to adjust first if we were to consider marriage. I don't want to rush and say I agree. No. I still have my beliefs, although not as strong as before, that without this child, my life would return to normal.

"Do you not want chocolate milk?" Cedric asked, his gaze unwavering. I also remember his tender care last night. Not the kissing part, oh no! Cedric made me a cup of hot chocolate and prepared two slices of buttered bread for me. That wasn't all; he even massaged my feet, especially the soles, saying I should start reducing wearing high heels.