Chapter 44

If you're wondering why I'm so insistent on getting rid of this fetus, you already know why for sure. Krystal hasn't softened the torture, not at all. In fact, it has raised a series of question marks that I can never answer. Krystal always has a way of changing course without me knowing, and I can never predict when she will turn, swerve, or dive so sharply. Throughout our acquaintance, Krystal has always been the type of person who, although spontaneous in her actions, has already measured far before she acts.

She uses her spontaneity to surprise her opponents.

It's the same with my fear of work. Even with Anna's great help, I still have to prepare for the worst-case scenario. Although, I admit, Cedric is starting to interrupt me. There are times at night when I want to sleep, and I find myself thinking about this again. It's not just a passing thought or a firm resolution. No. It's reevaluating the dominating ideas in my head.