Chapter 43

Zoey's POV

It was scary. What was even scarier was that I had no control over it. How I wish I could switch off my thoughts. If only for a few minutes. Because let's be honest, the guy was acting like a total idiot. He probably was too. And I adored him like a teenager in love. What has become of me?

During training, I tried to let it all out, but I failed miserably. Stephen certainly didn't send me to Madrid, not with my performance.

What could I do if a certain idiot kept flashing in my mind's eye and my legs felt like jelly afterward? Right, nothing at all.

So it was Monday again. For me, that meant endurance training with Luka.

For you that meant endurance training without Luka. You dumped that guy, remember?

I kept forgetting it. And that was what surprised me and brought me close to despair. After all, Luka had been with me for almost four years and I couldn't imagine life without him. And now? Now I was standing here in my