Chapter 57. Cancelled

Ulysses' POV

“You don’t look happy,” I told Ellie.

I expected her to cry with happiness now that I finally remembered our past. But it did not happen. She looked more scared than happy. 

“Of course I’m happy! But I can’t help to feel scared.” 

I frowned. “Is it because of my suicide attempt again?” 

Ellie slowly nodded. I can’t blame her for feeling that way. I feel a bit happy because I can see that she is scared of losing me forever, but I am also feeling a bit pissed because of my previous suicide attempt. She became scared of me remembering her or my past. 

But if you ask me, I want to remember my past with her. And I’m glad that now, I have finally got my lost memories of her. I can explain myself to her now. 

I heaved a heavy sigh and then I held Ellie’s hand and squeezed it. “Don’t be scared of my lost memories. Everything is different now. I will not attempt to kill myself now because I have