Chapter 197

Without warning, I threw up all over the floor in embarrassment, and instead of making me feel better, the horrible, disgusting feeling filled my brain with the smell.

I could barely stand, and if Xavier hadn't been holding me up, I would have collapsed in my own vomit and passed out. "What's the matter with you? Leila! Leila!"

When I see Xavier's anxious, worried face, he looks so good; even when his face is all screwed up, it strikes me as amazing, but the more I look at that face, the more pain I feel.

Heart, liver, spleen, lung, kidney, brain, cerebellum, hands, feet… It was as if my whole body had conspired to resist me asking the question. If I even thought about it, I was in so much pain that I wanted to burst into tears. A strong wave of grief and regret enveloped me.

"Leila, Leila…"

The closer he came, the more I backed away. "Don't come! Stay back!"

I could hardly breathe as I spoke, and