Chapter 10. So Fucking Hard

Dimitri’s POV

I leaned on her bedroom door and took a deep breath.

This was going to be so fucking hard. I just wanted to hold her and comfort her. I wanted to tell her that she was mine. I wanted to make her mine.

My mate was suffering and I couldn’t tell her that she was mine. I fucking couldn’t.

Her tears were like knives to my heart. Her pain was burning my soul like fire.

I wanted to take it all away. I wanted to make it stop. If I could, I would take her sadness and pain and endure it for her.

It had only been about half an hour since I found out that she was mine and I already felt excruciating pain because I couldn’t make her mine. Every moment felt like an eternity, as I counted the seconds and minutes until I would be able to tell her. My mind was racing with a million thoughts and scenarios, each one more hopeful and more painful than the last. I was hoping that she would somehow know sooner. I was afraid that she would leave bef