Chapter 141

"I can't afford to lose you. I would die with you. I want us to be happy together. To enjoy this life together, because I can't enjoy anything with you like this. Please help me help you. I'm sorry for making you feel like you are not important to me. I'm sorry for everything I have done wrong to you. I don't know why you detest me so much, but I apologize for that too, whatever it is. I just wish you could tell me what it is so that we can fix this and put everything behind us. I need you to be okay. I need us to be okay, like the inseparable sisters we were before. I need you, and I love you, sissy."

I dry my tears and walk out without getting a response or a reaction from my sister. The situation is tearing my heart into pieces. Actually, not just her situation, but Deep's too. I think he really meant goodbye last time. Why is life so unfair? So cruel? It's separating me from the people who mean the world to me. The two people who are so dear to me don't want to see me. How