Chapter 51

Oh shit.

I quickly got him a glass of water which he downed instantly.

"Holy shit Aito. Don't...say such things when I'm...e-eating" he complained while coughing. "Fuck"

I gave him a nervous smile. "Sorry. I just...I read online and they said we don't have to go all the way the first time. We could start little so I would loosen up and get used to the feeling of penetration"

He was beyond shocked. Eyes were opened wide. Like saucers. "Y-You researched? And you're ready?"

I nodded for both questions.

"Like, now?"

I nodded again. "Yes. This instant. Before I chicken out and change my mind"

"Are you sure baby? I told you I'll wait"

Ugh stop making me repeat myself! This is so embarrassing!

"And I'm saying now. I want you Ryu. Unless you want me to find som-"

"Don't even think of completing that sentence!" he growled, cutting me off. "You're mine. Only mine. You get that?"

I nodded earnestly. Wholeheartedly.

H