Chapter 45

After leaving the hospital with a blank mind and deep anxiety, I found myself alone in a quiet and dim room. The room reflected the feeling I had at the moment: dark and gloomy. I felt like I was sinking into a deep state of depression.

“Unlucky! Damn it!” I cried in frustration, pulling my hair tightly, my mind filled with deep anxiety.

In that silence, I began to reflect. I feel like I should blame all the happy memories I once shared with Mr. Hyung. My mind was spinning, and I started to feel that all the destruction in my life was because of my relationship with Mr. Hyung.

“Damn! This is all because of Mr. Hyung. That bastard, he has ruined my life!” I shouted, full of frustration.

I felt so devastated by that thought. I felt as if I had been a victim of wrong feelings and decisions. I blamed myself and felt that I had to be responsible for everything that had happened.

Then, an even more surprising thought came to mind, worsening my feelings. I rea