Chapter 36. Medical Help

“Sorry,” he kisses me. I shake my head, confused.

“You have nothing to be sorry for. It was amazing.” He is looking at me like he has done something wrong, like he is trying to apologise for hurting me when he hasn’t.

“You're physically and mentally exhausted. You can’t even stand Alena. I should have said no.” I raise my hand and playfully hit him.

“I would have just taken it myself if you had. I enjoyed it. Yes, I am exhausted, and it will take time for me to be able to take more, but I enjoyed it.” I smile at him.

“If you're sure?” he asks, looking at me like I am lying.

“Yes, I am. Well, actually, no, I am not. I wanted the Beast, and your spanks were nowhere near as hard as before.” I smile at him. I don’t hate him for it; I can’t blame him for trying to be gentle.

“Alena, they were. I didn’t hit you any gentler than before. Yes, at the start, but the last ones were probably harder than usual.” Him explaining it to me makes me