Chapter 77. Death, Grief, Acceptance, and Love

Hope's POV

There is something inside me that I didn't think could break anymore, I thought I had already suffered all the pain, physical and mental. I have lost loves, friends and enemies. I have shattered and reinvented myself.

I felt my soul being torn, my skin being burned, my bones being broken and my muscles being ripped. I knelt and begged, I prayed and cursed.

I cried tears of blood watching the souls of some comrades being annihilated. I cried because I lost a love, I cried because I lost lovers, I cried because I couldn't be close to the one I longed to be with the most. I cried and begged for the pain to stop.

Now all those tears shed seem weightless and don't matter. There is a despair that starts to grow in my chest that I don't want to fight against. I regret so many things. I regret coming to this training and not being able to be next to my parents.

I regret not talking to them more often. I regret not telling them my feelings, I regret n