Chapter 91. Finding the Sun

Lestat's POV

I looked out the window and saw the moon shining, it was like it was playing with my feelings, maybe it was because I was angry about everything that happened.

I know I made a hard choice, a choice that could make me lose Hope forever, but still, at that moment it felt like the right choice.

'Will I ever get the chance to apologize? Will Hope find out before I can explain myself?'

I thought to myself, and I can feel the monster inside me stirring, he hadn't agreed with my actions, but he couldn't stop me. Our battle for dominance is intense, after many years with him dormant it is hard to control myself, the thirst for blood, the thirst for power and to relieve himself. He had been missing since my last Mate died in our arms...

Now with Hope around, he woke up and he desired her... She was our last choice, the gift the Gods gave me for walking the path and reaching the end with faith, even though I lost my two mates, the Gods gave me one mo