Chapter 121

Besides my continuing association with Oliver, my two greatest problems involved Tanner. He was more and more insistent I come off the pill and begin working on having our first child. As much as wanted to give him a child, I couldn't while Oliver was using me regularly. Any child I had, I wanted to be Tanner's and not some random stranger who'd fucked me. It would be particularly bad if it was immediately apparent it wasn't Tanner's, a bi-racial child, for instance.

The second issue involved Tanner coming to see me posing for his painting of me. At least once a week, even if only for an hour or so, he wanted to watch his painting come to life. The problem being, every time he came, one of the security guards had to come with him. Since this painting was a full frontal nude, it left me feeling more exposed than usual.

You'd think being watched by others being fucked would negate the embarrassment of mere nudity, but it didn't work that