Chapter 21

After what happened we were both just dumb. We were dressed separately while I glanced at him. It was all over and I gave myself to the man before I even realized I had a boyfriend. I wanted to cry because of the guilt I felt but I wasn't drunk or high before. I wanted that so I had to stand by it.

Jacob tried several times to prevent us from doing everything but I chose to be fragile and didn't think about the consequences. How can I get another man pregnant while having a relationship with Jake?

"Aren't you going to be sorry?" I asked him because he repeatedly abused my vulnerability when it came to him.

"And why should I be sorry? I enjoyed it, you enjoyed it, we both enjoyed it," the man answered as if it was just a joke.

Didn't he just confuse me about why it wasn't a big deal to me, then suddenly his answers changed? It's good to be bald! When he laughed, I got even more annoyed with Jacob and blamed him. "Shut up!"

"Nat, we're not kids anymore, okay? Wh