Chapter 68

Ring

It was cold outside, and I could only stare into the chilled glass window. I can't stop my own tears. Ezekiel's weeping at that time kept coming back to my mind. My chest writhes in pain.

When I left, I also went and forgot my love for him. I accepted to myself that there was no hope.

I'm here now and not ready for anything yet. Yes, maybe I am so selfish. But this is the pain that made me. It made me numb and afraid of risks again.

I am not ready for any commitment. I only think of is to work to give the twins a good life as they grow up.

I am happy to see my father with his own family. This is one of the things that hurt my heart. Without the twins? I don't know what I am now. From them, I got some courage.

I turned to my side when I heard William's sigh on my side.

"When will you be happy?" he sat beside me and stroked my hair.

I can feel the pain in my eyes from crying.

"I don't know. You are here. Where's Darla?"