Chapter 129

Freya’s POV

The anxiety forces me to swerve back with urgency and I see him, standing by the cab and watching me with this small and distant smile on his lips.

“You’re not coming?” I ask, not wanting to feel the way I do.

I realize just how scared I am of the things brimming between the both of us. Just how far from ready I am for the next chapter in our lives.

“No, I have a lot of paper work and stuff to do back home. It would take a week before I’m done and return once school resumes.”

I nod simply.

I guess this is good in its own way.

I need time apart to realize what I really want, to stabilize my wavering emotions, my anxiety and the fact that I cannot look at him long enough without seeing the man who put me through this trauma.

I mean, I loved today, but it was just one of the good days.

There would be days my trauma would act up and things would be much more worse. I hate myself for how weak I am and it’s ironic ho