Chapter 475. Start Over

Macy POV

I am not fully prepared for his intrusion. His cock stretches me uncomfortably, and I hiss in pain. Tears spring to my eyes, but I don’t tell him to stop. I bite the inside of my cheek to stop from crying. Edward isn’t looking at me. His eyes are closed. I don’t know if he can feel my pain through the mate bond, but if I had to guess, he cannot. He thrusts upward again, and I whimper.

Bracing my hands on his chest, I dig my fingernails into his skin as I wait for the next thrust. A single tear drips from cheek and falls onto his chest. I close my eyes tightly and wait. Edward stills beneath me, and his hand brushes against my cheek.

“Crazy,” he whispers my nickname.

“Yes,” I reply through gritted teeth. I don’t dare to open my eyes. I don’t want to see his disappointment.

“Open your eyes,” he says gently.

I grimace. Opening one eye, then the next. Edward looks as pained as I feel. “You can keep going.”

“Am I hurting you?” He