Chapter 39

John kissed me intensely, exploring my mouth, his hands running all over my body, his kiss was possessive and urgent, and I gasped at the weight of his body on mine, my hands stroking his hair.

He stood up a little and removed the jacket he was wearing, then his shirt, then I admired him, under the candlelight of that room, his defined chest, the hard lines of muscle in his belly, there wasn't an ounce of fat on him, he was all muscle, his shoulders broad and strong.

He put his strong arms around me and I spread my legs wider so that he could get comfortable, and that's exactly what he did, he lay down and looked at me.

His face still urged with desire, and my whole body burned for him, I knew he could hear my heart, but I felt no shame that he knew how it made my heart beat in my chest.

I could no longer run away from these feelings, and neither could the commander, because somehow I felt that it was predestined that our hearts would meet.

John looked at me,