Chapter 66

POV: Kit Garrison

I didn't imagine allowing the thought of being apart from Lulu. It felt as if we had just met and fallen for each other and we had not gotten enough time to spend with each other because of everything that was happening, and it broke me into a million pieces to realize that that was the fact.

If, by any chance, I didn't come back from this venture, then we would never have anything else later. She would probably mourn me for a little while, then she would consider that I'd probably abandoned her, and she would move on with someone else. Just thinking about her being in the arms of another man made my blood boil as if it was put under a heated cooker, and just imagining it made me feel as if I could punch a hole through a brick wall without any problem at all.

At the same time, it made my heart sink down to the bottom of my stomach. I felt as if I was going to throw up as I held my bag and considered my decision for a split second.