Chapter 9

Zara’s POV

What is wrong with this guy? I can't believe what I am seeing- or reading perse this kind of message. Lucas Son is not the type of man who will PM or private message me here. Until I analyzed everything and actually felt disappointed again. Like the usual disappointment.

'Of course Zara! He is afraid to be tied to me even if I leave him. He is married, and while I have the title and paper that proves we are married. The name Zara will forever always be his darkest secret.'

I just found myself typing back on his message after thinking deeply. "I will, but not now. We have an agreement after all."

After all, he is my biggest downfall. I deserve to be happy. He deserves to be freed. We've been torturing ourselves for a long time, to be honest. He is excited and too enthusiastic to regain his dream, while I... I feel like I'm groping in the dark.

I know that I will be stumbled by lots of hesitations and regrets gonna come afterward. Yet, I know i