Chapter 7. His Touch

The next few days pass quickly. Jacob keeps changing the times I am allowed to see Kane. It makes everything more complicated and more challenging with Lorenzo.

He's trying so fucking hard, and I'm screwing everything up. I can't tell him, though, even I know he can't get me out of this situation and if he does?

Sighing, I look down at my fingers. Lorenzo won't want me. He won't want someone with a child who has such a commitment. He will hate me for lying, hate me for everything. Last night was the first night I slept without him since I began staying at his.

Only because it was Marco's stag. So myself, Lucia, Jane, Iz and Felicity went to Iz's and had a girl's night. It was good, but I missed Lorenzo, and that just confirmed to me more that I need to figure my shit out.

How can I, though? God, he will hate me. This week, he has opened up so much about his family, about him, and I just shut down. I shut down all his attempts to get to