Chapter 22. Space

Dario POV

I'm angry at her for not telling me. So I don't want to speak, as I will just shout at her for not telling me. I don't know why it hurts but it does. I don't care if they fucked her, I care that she didn't tell me. Just how much more is she hiding from me that I will find out from a random guy I'm about to torture? 

Then there is the fact it's my fault. She did it all to save me. She did it for me.

Someone who isn't worthy of fucking saving. I want to cuddle Evaline, but I can't because, at the same time, I don't feel like I deserve her. She deserves someone like Matteo, not me. What do I have to give her anyway? I don't have anything, just a fucked up life with a crazy guy and everyone knows I am right. How can she be happy with me, someone who isn't even sane? She can't be, can she?

I look at her as she sits quietly. I'm not ignoring her to be cruel, but to keep her away from me as I know I will hurt her. She shouldn't want m