Chapter 108

When I met him I barely lived, but I know it’s just a temporary life… because when I fell into my trap I was already dreaming of his reaction when he found out I wasn’t Kameron.

I scoffed. “When I regretted my rash decision. It was like I was killed a second time. When I hit and pierced you, I was killed again, Jaxsen. When I learned of Steven’s sufferings without me… that I didn’t know… The fourth time I killed again… I am not a good friend!”

I thought I forgot the pain already… it turns out not. The pain I felt at that time was just sleeping… and now it’s alive. Very alive.

My heart is throbbing in pain.

I’m sobbing like a child now while he seems to be talking to the child inside my stomach. “When I found out that I wouldn’t have a child, that I wouldn’t be able to give you a family… it was like killing me again, stabbing me repeatedly in the heart Jaxsen!” I removed his hands that were wrapped around my stomach and slightly pushed him due to weakness.