Chapter 90. Cracked Ribs: pt. 1

Turning around Amber particularly ran towards her home. The fucker who said that peace fills a person’s mind when he forgives someone had fucking lied. Because currently there was chaos brimming inside her soul.

She needs to distance herself from everyone. Distance keeps her safe, distance keeps her sane.

Amber wanted everyone to leave her alone but at the same time, she wanted them to stay...

It was torture in its purest form—craving silence yet fearing abandonment. Her heart begged for their presence while her soul recoiled at the thought of their touch.

It was a mixed feeling like when you forgive a person but a part of you is still clinging to the past, reminding you of all the hurt they had caused you. A part of you still wants them to suffer for all the pain you have endured. It doesn’t matter if you have forgiven them.

Sometimes its too difficult to let go of the past~

Her past was no ghost—it was a prison. The chains clattered every time s