Chapter 32

“Oh come on Fertine. You were able to give me a..” he didn’t finish what he was going to say when he realized there was someone around.

“I-I really don’t want to, Wilder, you can’t worry when my head is down. Only you can swim and I’ll just be here in the shallows.” I promise.

“But you won’t enjoy the activities here if you can’t swim.” He said. “Just you.” I said then look away.

“Fine. But stay here okay? I’ll be right back.” After he said that he was about to swim away.

It’s hard if you don’t have sportsmanship in your blood and you’ll be afraid of cool things. My eyes drifted at the girls playing volleyball at the sand. I remembered our p.e before, basketball and volleyball. I can just shoot one in the ring and I’m happy. In volleyball, I’m afraid of the ball. Yes, I have many fears. I’m also afraid to love.

My eyes searched for Wilder. I can’t see him in the sea. Where is that now? Couldn’t he have drowned!?

Jusko! Where is he! Turned around a