Chapter 59

My mind is lost in the depth of misery, I cannot comprehend anything around me, my soul is burning in a fiery fire of penitence. Back then when I heard the clicking sound, I unintentionally locked the door, I was so lost as I couldn't apprehend anything back then. It’s all my fault, I couldn't be able to tell Rebecca we had lost our child. ‘I am so sorry, what have I done?’

My heart is hurting so much, the pain inflicted on me is crushing me helplessly as I am losing myself in the abyss where the echoing sound of dread is everywhere, calling me a murderer. My mind lost its ability to think. My breath lost itself, my whole being stopped, nothing in my mind came to give me any justification, any consolation about what had just happened. My dreams are like shattering under my feet, blaming only me for doing this. If I told Rebecca we have lost our child she will be devastated and she is not in the condition to bear any pain, it will kill her. My every soul trembled when