Chapter 73

There is an eerie silence in the house. It doesn't feel like home at all. I missed Rebecca a lot and felt so heartbroken when I couldn't be able to tell her how much I love her and what her worth is; which is greater than any riches of heaven. 

Even if I try, I can’t tell her how vast my love for her is. Pain was inflicted on me and hurt me a lot to see the empty wall as no sound of Rebecca can be heard anywhere. No smiles of hers reached my eyes. I want nothing from God but to bow in front of her. I worship you too. 

She is present in my every prayer but Dad plus the doctor's words are pushing me into turmoil. I have to let her go because I am her ravage. I

 am the cause of her despair. I just don't know what I should do, I am lost in those bottomless pits of misery. A tear rolled down my cheeks, I tried to forget her, to give consolation to my heart that I don't love her but no matter how much I try, the only answer I came up with