Chapter 41. “Take Me"

I was touched by how he could make me feel he cared. We are total strangers to each other, but I can feel his honest intentions towards me. We had just been together for a very short while, but he can make me feel comfortable. I can give him my honest remarks about anything and everything. He is like an angel my parents must have sent to help me as I really felt so down. I was losing the reason to keep living with all the endless trials and difficulties I have been struggling to win over for almost four years now.

I felt like I was ready to die any moment, but when he stepped on the brakes and I bumped my forehead on the desk below the windshield of his car, I realized the pain. I realized I didn't want to die just yet. Then I felt warm at heart when he expressed his concerns about me drinking such a strong liquor. I don't usually drink, and I settle for a bottle or two of beer when I do. But today, I wanted to get drunk. I chose to buy the cheapest whisky on the