Chapter 60

This was approximately the moment when my rational mind would step in, reminding me that the members of my pack did not concern themselves with my appearance during that traumatic incident; their sole intention had been to provide assistance and to help me escape from that harrowing situation.

My mind insisted that I had committed no wrongdoing; it was not as if I had made an active choice to endure such a brutal violation, therefore I should not be burdened with feelings of shame and guilt for my suffering. Yet, despite these reminders, the struggle remained a persistent and ever-present challenge. My efforts to maintain a reasonable and objective outlook did not always lead to a successful resolution.

Although my physical body had miraculously healed within just a few days following the incident, I fully understood that my psychological healing would understandably take a significantly longer period of time.

I was acutely aware of this reality and had come to a