Chapter 83. The Heart of a Beast

I admit I was one hopeless bastard.

I had all the power to fight back and kill the traitor with one slash of my claws across his throat. But I didn’t care anymore. I didn't care what was going to happen to me or the pack. I was lost. I couldn’t find any reason to fight. Not without Claire by my side.

It was all my fault. It was always my fault that I ended up being left alone by the people I loved.

I never knew how to make them feel important to me. Maybe because I was scared. I was fully aware that this fear was the reason why I pushed them all away and that was not what I wanted to happen. Yes, I kept messing things up. I was a fool. I was a miserable person who believed no one could stay permanently with a monster like me.

After that tragic night when my parents died and my former fiance, Satira, drew out her last breath in my arms, I thought I had already died at that exact second. She was pregnant an