Chapter 36

Goodbyes

I wrapped my arms around myself, with hiccups. I was used to the darkness but now I felt like it was getting so dark for me and I hadn’t seen Gale for a while now.

Why am I here? What is the meaning of me being stuck here? I had seen Gale but he didn’t talk.

What world is this? What am I doing here? I should be in a hospital talking to Brenda.

Why were all my memories with Gale playing in front of me? Each time I saw his kiss or touch, it felt like I was feeling it myself that exact minute.

My man, my husband… Why did all this have to happen to us when our relationship was just starting?

All the years I had waited to be happy, why was I made to watch it all being taken away from me?

Where was this God I always prayed to? Why is He just standing still while I am suffering?

Mother Pauline said that You always answer, now why are You silent, God?

Of all people, why did it have to be Gale? He was