Chapter 73. Between Good and Evil

KELLY

I am heartbroken, even more than before... this thing that has happened to me, it has erased my smile, it has even erased my will to live. I don't even want to eat, I don't want anything but my daughters. I look at my mother, she is as depressed as I am. We are both very, very sorry, for leaving her in charge of the girls and her for neglecting her, and although we know we are not to blame, we are both full of pain and guilt.

I try not to blame myself, and I try not to be so unfair to myself because I know that this can happen to any mother even if she is very careful. These are things that one does not handle, we will never know the dangers that may exist... the only thing we can do is pray to heaven that Janne is safe and sound. I want to think that my girl is ok, I try to think positively, because it hurts me to think that my girl could be in bad conditions and it kills me to think about the cause of the kidnapping, nowadays a kidnapping is more than money. Some