Chapter 91

Ashira’s POV

“Just shift when the time has come… Please.”

My tears pooled down my cheek. I don’t want to show him that I feel pity for him, I know that’s the last thing he needed to see. But it’s too painful for me to see him like this…

“B-But I want to be the first one to hold him…”

“You can still do that even on your wolf.” he responded, wiping the tears on my cheek.

“But it’s different.” I pushed him and he didn’t resist this time. I looked him in the eyes and noticed that his eyes are red. He looked so soft, far from how he is and it pained me to know that I made him this way. If it ain’t for me, he wouldn’t feel like this.

I tiptoed and pressed my forehead to his. Aiden’s hand easily guided me for support. With closed eyes, I started praying that every pain that traumatize him up to now will begone.

“I can’t risk losing you again…” he whispered. Even with my eyes closed, I can still see his expression in my head. The sound of his