Chapter 15. Dumbfounded

After about a day of traveling, we were taken by a private chopper to an island I know is private. The view and the pristine crystal clear ocean looked so alluring. His rest house was on top of a seemingly small mountain…a stone staircase leads to the sea. The rest house look’s so peaceful, and the wind from the ocean was like a lullaby. It’s like I want to sleep because of drowsiness.

At sea, I saw a yacht. The waves of the ocean seem so calm. It’s like you’re being rocked by the wind, and it’s nice to sleep like this. It’s three o’clock in the afternoon. And I can’t wait to see the sunset. My hair exploded due to the wind. I gasped in awe. All my life, I didn’t imagine myself on these. On these kinds of places…living my life peacefully with someone I love.

Yeah, I figured it out last night. Why am I crying? Why am I hurting? Whenever do I see him with a woman? Because I love him, but I am too afraid to take risks. I am so scared to ask, what are these all about? Why do