Chapter 20. Night Terror

Hayden pushed open the back doors. He could hear Myla's voice call for him, but he couldn't stop or go back there. He knew he had messed up, but right now he just couldn't regulate his emotions enough to be apologetic.

The doctor's words echoed in his ears again: "I think you should try to get used to the way life is now...."

He felt his chest burn as he pushed back the sadness, trying to crawl its way up his throat. They were telling him to prepare to get used to being useless.

His wife and best friends kept repeating how much they love him, no matter his physical condition, but how long can that feeling last? How long can they endure a man with noodles for legs and a cock that doesn't work?

Soon they will find solace in themselves... and God knows that he had no problem with that. Hell, just thinking about it was the hottest thing he could ever envision, but deep down, the fear that when they do, they will realize they don't need him... that they ar