Chapter 96. Love in Denial

The last couple of weeks have been hard to handle. Every second of this wait is like running a race, and each day gets harder and harder.

Things have been hard to keep in order since Thanksgiving. I wanted to be with him every day, and every night before bed, I thought about how close he was. I was really falling for her, and it was getting harder and harder for me to stay away.

My mental health was helped by exams because they gave me something else to think about. It’s never good to love your roommate so much that it hurts.

Before we knew how we felt about each other, he drove me to work every day, which wasn’t unusual, but now he does it a lot more. Our friends seemed to think it was strange how well we got along. I didn’t know what to do because I no longer hated him, but it was easy to hate him.

Last night, Abby came over to study with me, so I also had to lie to her. While we were eating, Nash went into the kitchen to get something to eat before his wor