Chapter 57

Megan's POV

Smoky crawled quietly in my arms as I stroked her back continuously as my mind raced, leaving me wondering about my life after this charade.

It is crazy! I somehow feel that I am going to fail at this but...

"Why are you lost in your thoughts?" Lily questioned as she noticed my mood.

"What! Do not tell me you are still angry with me... but I am so sorry..." Lily was pleased as I wondered what prompted her to do so.

"Shh!" I stopped her from clamoring any further.

"I have gotten my mind off that!" I told her.

"I am about this... this... false relationship that I am putting off... I know that I am doing this for my good." I ranted.

"But what if my fuss gets to know of this and it does not go as planned?" Lily stared quietly as she watched me rant.

Lily had so much pity on me but there was nothing she could do at that point.

"Megan... I want you to look at the brighter side of this." Lily said as s