Chapter 182

Emma’s POV

“Welcome. I’ve got wine.” I said, and sprang up to my feet as soon as Kevin got close enough to me.

I didn’t enjoy the rush of blood to my nether regions at the sight of him and smell of his cologne, but really, my body had a lot to do in coming to terms with my mind and heart.

“Not too happy to see me.” He said and smiled sadly, looking away. “Would you rather be alone? I’d just drop this and be on my way.” He held my keys up, before tossing them gently to my reading table.

“You’re breaking me, Kevin.” I managed to say. “I don’t even know where we are, I don’t even know where to start, you can’t blame me for acting like this. Even though I genuinely think wine would help.” I said, looking down. I didn’t have the mind to look Kevin in his face.

I felt so shitty. This must’ve been how Chase felt every single time he fucked up. It hurt so bad being on that other half of a relationship drama. As horrible as it is to admit, I’d r