Chapter 59. Not Damon

Chantel Raven

I have no idea why that makes me feel so sad. I always thought that I would be the one to kill him. The thought of him dying because of someone else makes me crazy....

I need to stay away from him because I hate him, I tell myself. Need to be the one to kill him on top of the hate. Not Damon or anyone else.

Also, the fact that he slept with me does not mean anything. He likely does this a lot. He is the king, come on.

I can feel him moving slowly under me. Hope he does not wake up. I look up at him while putting my hands under my chin.

He has a soft smile on his face, but his eyes are closed.

He is so close to me that I cannot help but remember his face. I will never be this close to him again.

Not only did I not mind his touch, I longed for it. I still do not get it. I do not know what I will do without it after yesterday.

The way his long, curled eyebrows frame his almond-shaped eyes is just right. He has not shaved in