Chapter 51

CHLOE DUARTE

Even though I feel lighter because of the alcohol, I still manage to reason well and think about what Alex just told me. Even though I don't want to, the image of James comes into my mind devastating all my thoughts.

My mind travels through the sensations I have felt since the night before, when James and I danced together at that dance, and when we had sex in my living room this morning before everything happened.

It was so intense and I'm not just referring to today's sex, but the feeling I felt when we were dancing so close, the feeling of fear and helplessness when he almost lost consciousness twice next to me.

It is more than clear that James needs help and someone, but I see that I am not the only stubborn person in this situation, I just want to help him, but he always tries to push me away when I can get close.

I can see that he doesn't want my help and I should forget about it and move on with my life instead of caring about a self