Chapter 37

Like much of the world's population, Rob also stood up every day when using medicines for stress and depression. From the moment of his twenty-two years, until his thirty-six, he still had to resort to medicinal measures, or he would feel how at a certain moment his panic attacks would return. A war changes a person. And there are a lot of battles like how people turn to that kind of help. And it took a long time for Rob to understand this thing. For how he realized how even a failed suicide consisted of being, in a remotely different situation, a wounded soldier as he sought his redemption.

Still in those early years of his return, Rob promised himself how he would change the world, if he had the chance. Instead of this thing, at the first opportunity as it appeared, he made hundreds of trips around the world to drink, spend money, and meet new women. He consisted of being empty, cold, and a determined person more in that world loved him “not even his parents as at the t