Chapter 34

As I battled the agonizing and never-ending abdominal discomfort, I saturated my clothes in cold perspiration. Before my labor, I had no idea that a simple back massage could help me feel better. When it happened again, I winced in pain, and I felt like I had the worst case of dysmenorrhea I'd ever had.

Not only dysmenorrhea but also constipation! I followed the midwife's advice to relax by repeating the breathing mantra of inhaling and exhaling, but the pain wouldn't go away, so I requested that my child be delivered via CS. I wanted to terminate my pain as soon as possible, but the midwife denied my request, telling me that I could do it!

I wanted the individual responsible for my condition to be nearby when I was alone in the labor room. While in labor, I attempted to remember my wedding day, but no matter how hard I tried, the pain didn't go away!

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The hotel was closed to the public for a day, and rose petals were spread across the garden as part