Chapter 30. Yes Fucking-Way

“I-I-I don’t know what to do, hija. If your mother is here, I hope it won’t be like this.” In the end I realized he was crying. My dad’s crying for the freaking first time. Now I realize what’s the consequences of our sinful love story. We hurt the people around us. If I hadn’t been tempted now, Jezel and I would still be friends. I am busy in my school and having a relationships with random boys like before. If I could only turn back the time. If I could only pull back the arms clock. If I could only do a spell in my freakin’ heart. Coz’ maybe now Melody and Savier are married. Maybe, now I don’t hurt my family. Maybe now… I’m happy. Am I happy?

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry,” I cried and hugged him. I felt so comfortable. If another father maybe now I have heard too much insult. But my dad remained silent. Although I want to blame him for what he did to Savier. I am so sick to ask if what happened to him.

“H-How’s Savier? P-Papa you don’t need to hurt him like that!”

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