Chapter 19

Jack's POV

I have no idea what I'm doing, but I can't help it. When my lips touch the ninth bottle of alcohol, I throw it to the ground. I'm at my house with Benton, who told me how Sofía kissed him. It hurt to hear it, I've been mulling it over in my head all the time, thinking and thinking. I came to the conclusion that I slept with someone, and that we're still together. So, I stayed quiet, didn't say anything, didn't send a message, and just cried in my room. Then I got stressed and wanted to drink, so here I am, drinking along with my best friend and his girlfriend. Even though she's only had one glass of vodka, I can tell she's keeping us company.

Imagining Sofía's lips on Benton's, it makes me feel nauseous, gives me a headache, and makes me want to break everything in the house. I asked Estefany if it didn't bother her that my almost-girlfriend had kissed her boyfriend, and she just shrugged. That didn't satisfy me, it wasn't an answer for me.

"Stop drinkin