Chapter 20

(Ava’s POV)

“He tells me…begs me to keep a pregnancy, then he goes on a weekend trip. Wow. Just wow.”

“I mean, you don’t want him to?” Lily takes the phone to have a look at the message he sent me and gives me back the device.

“No! We should be here, trying to figure out the entire thing. My life is part way from being ruined, Lil and I just forfeited the last opportunity I had to clear this mess up.” I hold up the abortion admission slip that I never got to use.

Well, in all honesty, I could actually reschedule anytime I want, as long as the fetus is still within its non viable period as I read in the health laws when I was scheduling for the first abortion, but I fell if this goes past a certain time, maybe even if a mild swelling can be noticed on my belly, I wouldn’t have the mental capacity to go through with killing it. There’s just some connection that forms with seeing the physicality of it and that physicality is beginning to merge itself into my rea