Chapter 268. Belonging to Her

"For everything. When you rejected me in front of everyone that day, I got so mad. I had to claim you by any means. And when you betrayed me, it was as if you were pulling it in my face that I couldn't have you. I controlled your life to make myself feel that I was the one in control. All my life, I had the upper hand of walking away from people and dominating them, and not the other way around. But with you, I went too far. Nothing can or will justify my reasons, but tell me what to do now when you’re not here. When I want to hold you in my arms, when I want to entwine our fingers, when I want our hearts to beat in unison, when I want our eyes just to stare at each other without the worries of the world... and you are not here. This is not fair. After all the things we went through, you can’t leave me like this. YOU CAN’T LEAVE ME! YOU CAN’T LEAVE ME! DO YOU HEAR ME?!!" He screamed and gulped all the alcohol down his throat, his Adam’s apple bobbing.

His eyes shut, sucking in